I love you, Pops!

Well, after spending all afternoon and evening trying to get insulin and see a doctor about my diabetes, I realized how wonderful it is that I have a father who supports me and will help me, no matter the cost, to make sure my diabetes coverage is not limited by insurance plans or drug companies. I have to say thank you to my father, whom I love beyond measure, and I certainly have taken for granted, not just for medical reimbursements, but for the unconditional love and support he provides, no matter what path in life I choose. I know that without him, my life quality, including health care would be a lot less than it is. Because of him, I still have health insurance in the States, and because of him, I have had enough test strips and insulin to support me up until this point in Taiwan. Because of him, I know I can go to Taiwan or India or Germany or anywhere in between, and know he will support me with his love and understanding. That means the world to me. If I could ask for one thing today, it would be a big hug from my dad and for him to just take my hand and tickle in in that way he does that makes me feel relaxed, at peace with the world, and well loved. Oh, and I wouldn't mind if he'd read me the Sunday Funnies, too, just for old time's sake.

I had a long day. Today I had two blood tests and two urine tests, and still, after going to two hospitals and one diabetes clinic, I didn't get the Humalog insulin I wanted, nor did I get any break on test strips. The doctor even told me that I should shoot for a blood glucose level of 60! 60-100 was his range for me, and I told him I wasn't comfortable with that so he raised it to 70. oooh, 70. C'mon! The posters and pamphlets on the wall were so outdated and they only carried certain drugs, like Novorapid and no testing supplies for my meter, and it was clear the doctor got some sort of a kick-back from the drug companies for pushing their supplies.

Thank you, Dad, for easing my burden and letting me know I am loved and taken care of, even when I struggle with getting adequate care and finding a good doctor who really cares for their patients. It's not easy to find, in any country.